It has been months since i last login to blogger, this blog is dying.
Thought of deleting this blog but then there're many memories in this blog.
So I shall not delete it but I'll only post at Onsugar, and tagboard will remain,
remember to tag me k! ^^ As for blog archive, I just remove it.
Till here then, goodbye.

Blogger sucks, Im trying to use onsugar to blog
Give me comment @ Onsugar ! :D

什么都已经不重要了
我只在乎的是你
我不能想象没有你的日子. :'(
Change for the better. Im trying to.
.
I don't feel like going to school.
Feel like baking something ? :D
Anyway today talked quite many stuff with Wenjing.
About life, about our future, lol !
But Linwei is sucha bitch, she so not encouraging at all lo !
Never mind, I love to dream. HAHA :P
National day coming, I wanna watch firework with you :(
.
I don't wanna care about other thing anymore.
If only everything turn out to be the way I want it to be,
I swear, I won't let go my hand.
I will love you more than anything else.
No other can ever replace.

Because you were everything to me.

Hmms, Today bake brownie with Linwei and Joey.
Ended up, the brownie don't look like brownie -.-
look like those normal cake, arghhh~
Didn't manage to try it before i pack them into the box.
I hope the brownie won't taste weird :/



It seem so perfect, or so I thought,
We kissed that night, It just seem so right,
To me, it really meant alot.
All those precious moments together, I still remember it very clearly.
I don't need anything, Nothing else is more important than you.
In my eyes, nothing else but only you.

I fucking don't know what to do anymore.
You seem so far away... :(

The dog cute anot ? :D
HEHES. I got a hard time uploading all this photo :/
Why blogger become like that ah, wtf lah.

Hmms.. I found this sentense very meaningful.
"You can't stop it You can't control it, Only time can tell."
Hahaha, kop from someone's blog :P
This whole week, doing nothing but slack :/
Slackkkkked. Hke Namdai Hke Namdai HKE NAMDAI~
Everyday same! see how boring can it be. Lol.
Past few days, have been going down to 8tou find W, ohya congrats ah.
He finally got his lisence, haha!
Talked alot with friends, about someone studies and some random stuff.
Maybe W's words really made sense.
:)

Ytd went hke with Joshua and wenjing, they very encouraging ah~ Hahaha.
But all this seem to be so impossible ah -.-
Wenjing left earlier, thn headed to Namdai again.
Anyway....
One more week to Amy birthday
Two more week to Junhong birthday! :D

Still got many photo wanna upload but blogger so shit, can't upload -.-
FUCK.
Im on diet now cos someone say I fat )-:<

Wandering back to you.

Smile even though inside you're dying.

Today history lesson was fun, I think my teacher is cool ah.
Hahaha whenever she talk to Shaharul, she sound like a gangster.
And made the whole class laugh like mad. She so cooool ~
After school, slacked at Joey's house nearby,
I nearly die at Taman jurong, gastric pain suddenly came and attack me, LOL.
Cos the pain like will never ever go away lah -.-
So i sat at the chair there for like quite long.
I can hardly move :( Sibei torture ah i tell you! Lol
Thanks Wenjing for the medicine and Joshua for deliver the medicine for me.
LOL, and Joey for the hot water. but ah..
All this shit like fucking no use. After i ate the pill,
drink two small bottle of hot water and even apply some oil.
ALL NO USE, the pain never go away. -.-
Joshua and Joey have been very encouraging by saying all those crap to make me feel better -.-
Hahaha, but no use ah! sad :(
Bus-ed home with Joshua at around 7plus with the fucking gastric pain :/

You have wiped the smile of my face,
You have made me look so blue,
Its only occurred to me now,
That its over and its through.
I cant stand it, but I don't know what to do.
It hurts so bad

I need you here with me

Last night, went partyworld with the same usual pple.
Half way Linwei left, Ahhua came -.-
Sing till 10plus thn left, Wenjing headed back home, fuck I vomit twice :/
thn me and Joshua headed to Jp, thn I train down to Chinesegarden met Jem.
Slacked, till 12plus thn went home.

You melt me down with your sweet tender embrace and kiss under the starry winter night. ♥

I feel so shit right now, fuck everything -'-
I wonder, why beautiful things don't always stay that way.
When I called your name only silence came back to me.

My thoughts are miserable.

Smile to hide the hurt you feel.

Another boring day .__.
A short post will do cos its like everyday is the same lah -.-
After school went home bath thn prepared,
headed to Juyingsec met Linwei and co.
Joshua was there too, thn had an early dinner at Kfc with Linwei,
while Joshua send Wenjing home. Back to Jurong met huiting.
Slacked, Huiting totally like crap lah! hahahaha :D
Home at 9plus, tmr school again :/ Boring~
Think Im gonna bake cookie tmr, together with Linwei, hehehs!
Omg I think Im going to fall sick soon ah, keep eating chocolate non stop :/

You seem so far...
How hard it would turn out to be to have to let you go.

School = boring .
Today pple keep psycho me skip school, zz
Recently dam stress, don't know why. :/
I hope whatever they said wasn't true, I hope that was merely a rumour.
Whatever it is, I don't wanna care. :)

I can't concentrate during lesson, keep on falling asleep :/
Lack of sleep for the past few days, tonight i must sleep early! Lol
Maths like getting more and more difficult and hard to understand :(
Perhaps was because I missed two Maths lesson last week -.-
Yeap I guess thats the reason why I like cannot catch up, zz
Got a sudden thought of dropping out of HCL class :/
Life at there like shit, boring, all unfamiliar faces, no friends. -.-
Wa pathetic, lol. But then I don't feel like joining Joey's class.
Hahaha, like dam confused lah. Ohya thanks sarah for the chocolate :)

Today my dear Hannah show me her, just learn 'muey thai' to me,
and even do it on me -.- waseh like not bad ah! hahahaha!
Hmms, I think, tmr I'll sacrifice my previous time acc somebody to wait for his love -.-
LOL Me the most steady person liao hor, HAHAHA.
I've just added a new song in my playlist, check it out yo <:

I wonder how much longer this pain is gonna last..

I deleted the previous post because i finally get all the picture from Wenjing, hehes! :D
Now I can have a proper update already yay! ^^
Let me begin with friday, didn't attend school cos I oversleeeppp :x
Afternoon acc Joey go polyclinic, met Ziting at busstop thn Huiting came find us.
Wenjing and Joshua came also, thn Me Huiting and Ziting went off first,
as Huiting that bytch want buy her stuff so we headed to IMM.
Settle our lunch at Mos burger. Ziting treat me seh! :D
After that headed to HKE meet Linwei Joey Joshua and co.
Slacked, me and Joey went home while the rest headed to JP.

Saturday went East coast park with Wenjing Joshua Linwei and Chunhe.
Ride bicycle, linwei is sucha noob cos she don't know how to ride :P
All she did was, sitting behind me, enjoy relaxing. LOL
Joshua ride bicycle dam no skill and scary, keep shake and no balance at all, HAHA
After that, return the bicycles, dam tiring :/
Headed to beach there, found a place and settle down.
Thn here come the stupid rain -.-
So we left there, actually wanted to have our dinner at burgerking,
At last we decided go back Jurong thn eat.
Took the wrong direction of bus -.- end up at dont know where,
thn change bus, back to Dover Mrt. Trained to JE, thn all went seperate way.
Linwei took bus home, while Daddy come fetch me ^^
Dam hungry ah, had my lunch/dinner at 11plus .__.

Today met Wenjing, acc her go buy her stuff and blah blah blah ....
I saw bird ! Hahaha :P
I think blogger sucks ah, load photo dam long and lag :/
and guess what, i took two fcking hours to post! -.-

9 July, Can't take it anymore, I love you more than anything else.

Forget his words, forget his face.
Forget his touch and warm embrace.
Forget the times that went so fast.
Forget the pain that will always last.

Forget the love you once shared.
Forget how much he really cared.
Forget when he made you cry all night.
Forget when he held you close and tight.

Forget his lips, forget his eyes.
Forget that his words were sometimes lies.
Forget when he said that he loved you.
Forget how he seemed so perfect and true.

Forget how he gently hold your hand.
Forget the nights you spent with him.
Forget how his kiss felt upon your lips.
Forget how his presence made your heart skip.

Forget his laugh, forget his smile.
Forget when he was worth your while.
Forget those talks and how he listened.
Forget how much you really miss him.

Forget it when they play your song.
Forget when he told you he was sorry and wrong.
Forget the arguments, forget the fights.
Forget you thought he was heaven's light.
Forget those promises that he made.

I can't forget, even though I try.
Why is it so hard to just say goodbye?

All these memories are falling through,
These are a thousand thoughts of you.

I want to hear you promise me again,
We'll never be apart...

(L)
J.

No one can take the place of you.

Tmr is 9July )':

Never gone by Backstreet boys.

I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say

The things we did
The things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how, to face the truth
Everythings thats good in me I owe to you

Though the distance thats between
us now may seem to be to far
It will never seperate us deep inside I know you are

Never Gone, never far in my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday, every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life Yeah
Never gone no....

I walk alone, these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my corner stone
So how you found a way to see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on, I swear to you that you will be

If theres one thing I believe
I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again

为什么如此的安静
为什么明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题
最后却溃不成军
为什么如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎么都是你
你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落
你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快只剩灰烬
你是我的呼吸
我依然失魂落魄
你能给我 能给我什么
快乐还是寂寞

I feel like dying
Gastric pain is killing me ! D:

I hate this feeling.

Okay Im back.
Went over to woodland fetch an idiot, HAHA :P
Chey! :D Wait for Jem to finish school, train back to Jurong.
Accompany him to do his stuff, headed to Jp, met Linwei for dinner.
First meal of the day :/ Like dam hungry lo.
Back home around 8plus, I feel so sick now D:
And why the weather so cold one! Im freezing man! while waiting for Jem .__.
Did nothing today but I feel so tired, zz.
Linwei sucha bitch ah! Smile more lah :D

I still love you without a doubt. :)
Imissyou..

Today went over to Linwei house first, thn headed to JE meet Joey.
Train-ed to Town, accompany Linwei to buy her stuff.
Whole afternoon keep raining, dam heavily :/
Like dam spoil the mood, somemore the floor like dam wet.
Joey sucks, But i still love her, LOL. Random .__.
Hahaha, suppose to meet someone but end up never cos raining.
So train-ed home at around 7plus, reached home at 8plus.
Wa so boring ! Anyway good luck to someone ! :) Hopes everything tmr will be fine for you :)
Tmr no school ! Cos is youth day, YAY ^^
Think tmr i'll be going to fetch someone after he ends his school ah,
no youth day holiday for him LOL, Loveyou! Nights! :D

Look like short hair hor, HEHEHS :P
I think Joey kena trick ah, its just the outer layer only eh ^^
Fck the blogger, I can't upload photo! Have to upload through photobucket -.-
I think now my hair like dam messy :/ Cos both side different length.
I need a straightener or whatever the thing call, LOL.
Omg Im broke :( Today after cutting my hair, headed to Town with mummy.
Just get the money from my mum thn today spent finish already, wtf ! D:
I wonder tmr how am i going to survive, LOL.
Bought a top from Forever 21 and bottom from FarEast.
And a wallet from Guess. Train back jurong at around 7pm.
Bath thn went down meet Ziting :D Passed her stuff, chitchat, home at 10plus.


See the different :-O
Like abit weird ah ? T.T

Was suppose to meet Sarah after her school ends but end up never, sorry :/
Went IMM to had my breakfast with my mum thn Joey came and find me,
after her school ends, thn headed back to my house, prepare-ed thn headed to Huiting's house :)
received a call from Linwei, wait for her to arrive. Joey dam stubborn, hahaha! :P
Met Joshua and Wenjing at JE, thn train-ed to Town. Joshua met his friends at Taka.
Nothing much actually, slacked around, had our dinner (?) at Longjohnsilver.
Found a place, sat down thn chitchat, listen to Joshua's story again, hahaha!
Thn Wenjing keep zi lian -.- She took dam many photo, LOL.
Bought ice cream :) Train back to Jurong around 8plus.
Wenjing went off first, left me Linwei and Joshua at JE, slacked .__.
Once again, story time! Lol. Chitchat, till 11 thn i went off first, sorry ah.
Woohoo, Monday is youth day which means no school, guess will be going to sing song~ :D
Kbox I think ? Hopefully someone won't do stupid thing again liao ah, HEHES :P
That's all for today, BYES :)